I felt depressed at school just now because I actually failed my Chemistry Paper 3 (which was a Practical paper). *Sigh* I would like to thank my friends for supporting me and cheering me up! Read the paper blog I wrote in school below to find out more:

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Sorry guys, I won't be blogging for a few days because I have to "start" to get serious on revising for my tests. Yes, I shall join my friends in burning the midnight oil to cram so much, in so little time. Another challenge for me, whoop pee doo!

A blog regarding perfectionism will come up soon. One of my greatest downfalls of life! Making sure that every nook and cranny is totally perfect. Not what you expect from a guy! Alright, I shall return back very soon, and before you know it, a 1000-word essay on that will appear here. [/exaggeration, setting impossible goals].

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I had just had my Biology practical exams today, and I think I did terribly in some parts. From today onwards, I shall never see carrots the same way ever again! Cutting off slices of carrots, comparing cross-sections of real carrot against a blurry microscopic plant root, it is all giving me a headache. Luckily, I can do the food tests pretty well!

While waiting for our exams to begin, I had a swell time talking to some of my classmates, and have gotten close to some of them, like Amy. We found out that we have some things in common, and had a blast chatting to each other as well as to some of my friends.

It seems like this term, I have lost my mood to study. I mean, what's wrong with me? Why, after countless number of unpleasant experiences, must I repeat procrastinating and putting my studies on hold till the last minute? And a friend of mine thought that I would feel better by giving me another "statistical advice" that 90% of Form 4 students are worse off than me. Fine, I admit I am not aware of that, but why does he have to compare me with them?

All I want to do now to just relax and slack off, doing nothing, visiting some forums, blogs, websites etc. Boy, have I became another wandering zombie! I must get myself to study, study, study!

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So another blog is created, joining the millions of others that exist in the vast cyberspace. Time to voice out my thoughts, feelings, emotions, opinions etc. on this blog freely, however I like. Because no one knows who I am as I shall be posting anonymously.

Fine, so I'm not new to the blogosphere. I even have my own blog, but the thing is, I face a lot of restrictions while typing out my life and showing it to my friends and the people who know me. So my life is exposed bare. There are some things that are very personal to me, but I yearn to say them out to get them off my chest and breath a sigh of relief. Sometimes they are hurtful. Sometimes they are embarrassing. Sometimes it is just a really big secret that can really burst my bubble if anyone knows about it.

Yes, I can hear you saying, "If it's so personal and secretive, why bother even telling?" Well, I really want to share these with everyone, hoping that someone can empathise and relate to but not necessarily someone who I know. It's best that if you're total strangers to me. I mean, there are things that you couldn't tell to your close friends. It's really hard to put it in words, but I hope you guys can understand...

So from today onwards, I shall update you with my daily rants, life and experiences as well as more angsty thoughts and reflections of yet another one of those wacky teenagers. I shall stop here for the time being. *Sigh* And there's test in a few days time, what am I going to do?

I wish I stop procrastinating and kick into study mode, but it seems like my friends "encourage" me to do so when I told them my problems. So much for them.

Until next time!

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